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ing touches to the conscience, though I do not prc. tend to say he had Jeremy Collier in his thoughts at the time; in short, what between the Hebrew and the Christian there was little dr nothing left for my share in the work, so that I contented myself with cautioning Constantia how she broke it to her mother, and recommended to Mrs, Abrahams to con. fine her discourse to her husband, and leave Con. stantia to undertake for Mrs. Goodison.
When we arrived at our journey's end we found the honest Jew alone, and surprised him before he expected us : Mrs. Goodison was gone to bed a little indisposed, Constantia hastened up to her without entering the parlour; Mrs. Abrahams let loose the clapper of joy, and rang in the good news with so full a peal and so many changes, that there was no more to be done on my part but to correct a few trips in the performance of the nature of pleonasms, which were calculated to improve the tale in every particular but the truth of it. When she had fairly acquitted herself of the history, she began to recollect her head-ach, and then left us very thoroughly disposed to have a fellow-feeling in the same complaint.
After a few natural reflections upon the event, soberly debated and patiently delivered, I believe we were all of one mind in wishing for a new suhject, and a silence took place sufficiently preparatory for its introduction ; when Abrahams, putting on a grave and serioús look, in a more solemn tone of voice, than 1 had ever heard him assume, delivered bimself as follows:
There is something, gentlemen, presses on my mind, which seems a duty on my conscience to im. part to you: I cannot reconcile myself to play the counterfeit in your company, and therefore if you will have patience to listen to a few particulars of a life, so unimportant as mine, I will not intrude long upon your attention, and at worst it may serve to fill up a few spare minutes before we are called to our meal.
I need not repeat what was said on our parts; we drew our chairs round the fire; Abrahams gave a sigh, hemmed twice or thrice, as if the words in rising to his throat had choaked him, and thus began :
I was born in Spain, the only son of a younger brother of an ancient and noble house, which like many others of the same origin and persuasion had long been in the indispensable practice of conform. ing to the established religion, whilst secretly and under the most guarded concealment every member of it without exception hath adhered to those opi. nions, which have been the faith of our tribe from the earliest ages.
This I trust will account to you for my declining to expose my real name, and justify the discretion of my assuming the fictitious one, by which I am now known to you.
Till I had reached my twentieth year I knew myself for nothing but a Christian, if that may be called Christianity, which monkish superstition and idolatry have so adulterated and distorted from the moral purity of its scriptural guides, as to keep no traces even of rationality in its form and practice.
This period of life is the usual season for the pa. rents of an adult to reveal to him the awful secret of their concealed religion: the circumstances, under which this tremendous discovery is confided to the youth, are so contrived as to imprint upon his heart the strongest seal of secresy, and at the same time present to his choice the alternative of parricide or conformity: with me there was no hesitation ; none could be; for the yoke of Rome had galled my conscience till it festered, and I seized emancipation with the avidity of a ransomed slave, who escapes out of the hands of infidels.
Upon our great and solemn day of the Passover I was initiated into Judaism ; my father conducted me to the interior chamber of a suit of apartments, Jocking every door through which we passed with great precaution, and not uttering a syllable by the way; in this secure retreat he purposed to celebrate that ancient rile, which our nation holds so sacred : he was at that time in an alarining decline; the agi. tating task he had been engaged in overpowered his spirits; whilst he was yet speaking to me, and my eyes were fixed upon his face, the hand of death smote him; I saw his eye-lids quiver; I heard him draw his last expiring sigh, and falling dcad upon my neck as I was kneeling at his feet, he brought me backwards to the floor, where I laid panting under his lifeless corpse, scarce more alive than he was.
The noise of his fall and the horrid shrieks I began to utter, for I had no presence of mind in that fatal moment, were unfortunately overheard, far as we were removed from the family : the room we were jn had a communication with our private chapel; the monk, who was our family confessor, had a master-kcy, which commanded the avenues to that place; he was then before the altar, when my cries reached his ears; he ascended hastily by the private stair-case, and finding the door locked, his terror at my yells adding strength to a colossal form, with one vehement kick he burst open the door, and, bc. sides the tragic spectacle on the ground, too plainly discorered the damning proofs of our apostacy.
Vile wretch, cried he, as he seized hold of my fa. ther's body, unholy villain, circumcised infidel! I thank my God for having smote thee with a sudden judgment: ļie there like a dog as thou art, and ex. VOL. XXXVIII.
pect the burial of a dog! This said, with one furious jerk of his arm he hurled the venerable corpse of the most benevolent of God's creatures with the utmost violence to the corner of the room : whilst I tell it my blood curdles; I heard his hcad dash against the marble floor; I did not dare to turn my eyes to the spot; the sword, which my father had presented to my hand and pointed at his own breast, when he imparted to me his faith, Jay naked on the floor; I grasped it in my hand; nature tugged at my heart; I felt an impulseirresistible; I buried itin the bowels of the monk : I thrust it home with so good a will, that the guard entangled in the cord that was tied about his carcase; 1 left my weapon in the body, and the ponderous bigot fell thundering on the pavement.
A ready thought, which seemed like 'inspiration, seized me; I disposed my father's corpse in decent order; drew the ring from his finger, on which the symbol of our tribe was engraved in Hebrew cha. racters ; I took away those fatal tokens, which had betrayed us; there were implements for writing on a table; I wrote the following words on a scroll of paper. This monk fell by my hand; he merited the death I gave him : let not my father's memory be attainted! He is innocent, and died suddenly by the will of Heaven and not by the hand of man.' -This I signed with my name, and affixed to the breast of the monk ; then imprinting a last kiss upon the hand of my dead father, I went softly down the secret stairs, and passiog through the chapel escaped out of the house unnoticed by any of the family.
Our house stood at one extremity of the ancient city of Segovia ; I made my way as fast as my feet would transport me to the forests of San Ildephonso, and there sheltered myself till night came on; by short and stealthy journeys, through various perils and almost incredible hardships, I arrived at Barcelopa ; I made myself known to an English merchant, settled there, who had long been a correspondent of my father's, and was employed by our family in the exportation of their wool, which is the chief produce of estates in the great plain of Segovia, so famous for its sheep. By this gentleman I was supplied with money and necessaries; he also gave me letters of credit upon his correspondent in London, and took a passage for me in a very commodious and capital ship bound to that port, but intermediately to Smyrna, whither she was chartered with a valuable cargo. Ever since the unhappy event in Segovia it had been my first and constant wish to take refuge in England ; nothing therefore could be more ac. ceptable than these letters of credit and introduction, and being eager to place myself under the protection of a nation, whose generosity all Europe bears testimony to, I lost not a moment in embarking on board the British Lion, (for so the ship was named) and in this asylum I for the first time found that repose of mind and body, which for more than two months I had been a stranger to.
Here I fortunately made acquaintance with a very worthy and ingenious gentleman, who was going to settle at Smyrna as physician to the factory, and to the care and humanity of this excellent person, un. der Providence, I am indebted for my recovery from a very dangerous fever, which seized me on the third day after my coming on board : this gentleman resided many years at Smyrna, and practised there with great success; he afterwards went through a very curious course of travel, and is now happily returned to his native country. i . When we arrived at Smyrna I was on my recovery, and yet under the care of my friendly physician ; I lodged in the same house with him, and