That when her days be spent and gone, 6 And I with her may well compare The flame whereof doth aye repair HE LAMENTETH THAT HE HAD EVER CAUSE TO DOUBT HIS LADY'S FAITH. 1 DEEM as ye list upon good cause, But thereunto I may well think 2 For if I thought it were not so, Though it were so, it griev'd me not; 'I would it were not as I think; 3 Lo! how my thought might make me free, But in my heart this word shall sink, Until the proof may better be; 'I would it were not as I think; I would I thought it were not. 4 If it be not, show no cause why I should so think, then care I not; For I shall so myself apply To be that I appear not. That is, as one that shall not shrink To be your own until I die; 'And if that be not as I think, Likewise to think it is not.' THE RECURED LOVER EXULTETH IN HIS FREEDOM, AND VOWETH TO REMAIN FREE UNTIL DEATH. 1 I AM as I am, and so will I be; But how that I am, none knoweth truly. 2 I lead my life indifferently; 3 I do not rejoice, nor yet complain, 4 Divers do judge as they do trow, Yet for all that nothing they know; 5 But since judgers do thus decay, 6 Who judgeth well, well God him send; 7 Yet some there be that take delight 8 Praying you all that this do read, 9 But how that is I leave to you; Ye know no more than afore 10 And from this mind I will not flee, That I am as I am, and so will be. POEMS. WYATT'S COMPLAINT UPON LOVE TO REASON, WITH LOVE'S ANSWER. 1 MINE old dear enemy, my froward master, Afore that Queen I caus'd to be acited,1 Which holdeth the divine part of our nature; That like as gold in fire, he might be tried: Charged with dolour, there I me presented, With horrible fear, as one that greatly dreadeth A wrongful death, and justice alway seeketh. 2 And thus I said: 'Once my left foot, Madame, When I was young, I set within his reign; Whereby other than fiery burning flame I never felt, but many a grievous pain: Torment I suffer'd, anger and disdain; That mine oppressed patience was past, And I mine own life hated at the last. 3 Thus hitherto have I my time passed In pain and smart: what ways profitable, How many pleasant days have me escaped, In serving this false liar so deceivable! What wit have words so prest and forcible, 4 Oh! small honey, much aloes, and gall, 1 'Acited:' summoned. With fair and amorous dance, made me be traced; And where I had my thought, and mind araised From earthly frailness, and from vain pleasure, Me from my rest he took, and set in error. 5 God made he me regardless, than I ought, All other thoughts, in this only to speed: 6 But oh, alas, where had I ever wit, Or other gift given to me of nature? That sooner shall be chang d my wearied sprite 7 He hath me hasted through divers regions; Through desert woods, and sharp high mountains; Through froward people, and through bitter passions; Through rocky seas, and over hills and plains; With weary travel, and with laborious pains; Always in trouble and in tediousness, In all error, and dangerous distress. 8 But neither he nor she, my other foe, For all my flight did ever me forsake: The heavenly gods of pity do it slake! |