The Two Voices. "Nay,—rather yet that I could raise One hope that warmed me in the days While still I yearned for human praise. "When, wide in soul and bold of tongue, "I sung the joyful pæan clear, And, sitting, burnished without fear "Waiting to strive a happy strife, To war with falsehood to the knife, And not to lose the good of life, "Some hidden principle to move, To put together, part and prove, And mete the bounds of hate and love, "As far as might be, to carve out "To search through all I felt and saw, The springs of life, the depths of awe, And reach the law within the law: 13 14 The Two Voices. "At least, not rotting like a weed, But having sown some generous seed, Fruitful of further thought and deed, "To pass, when Life her light withdraws, "In some good cause, not in mine own, To perish, wept for, honored, known, And like a warrior overthrown; "Whose eyes are dim with glorious tears, When, soiled with noble dust, he hears His country's war-song thrill his ears: "Then dying of a mortal stroke, What time the foeman's line is broke, And all the war is rolled in smoke." "Yea!" said the voice, "thy dream was good, While thou abodest in the bud: "If Nature put not forth her power About the opening of the flower, Who is it that could live an hour? The Two Voices, 15 "Then comes the check, the change, the fall: Pain rises up, old pleasures pall: There is one remedy for all. "Yet hadst thou, through enduring pain, Linked month to month with such a chain Of knitted purport, all were vain. "Thou hadst not between death and birth "That men with knowledge merely played I told thee, — hardly nigher made, Though scaling slow from grade to grade; "Much less this dreamer, deaf and blind, Named man, may hope some truth to find That bears relation to the mind. "For every worm beneath the moon 66 Cry, faint not: either Truth is born Beyond the polar gleam forlorn, 16 66 The Two Voices. Cry, faint not, climb: the summits slope Beyond the furthest flights of hope, Wrapt in dense cloud from base to cope. "Sometimes a little corner shines, As over rainy mist inclines A gleaming crag with belts of pines. "I will go forward, sayest thou, "If straight thy track, or if oblique, Thou know'st not. Shadows thou dost strike, Embracing cloud, Ixion-like; "And owning but a little more Than beasts, abidest lame and poor, Calling thyself a little lower "Than angels. Cease to wail and brawl! Why inch by inch to darkness crawl? There is one remedy for all." "O dull, one-sided voice,” said I, The Two Voices. "I know that age to age succeeds, Blowing a noise of tongues and deeds, A dust of systems and of creeds. "I cannot hide that some have striven, Achieving calm, to whom was given The joy that mixes man with Heaven: "Who, rowing hard against the stream, "But heard, by secret transport led, Even in the charnels of the dead, The murmur of the fountain-head, "Which did accomplish their desire, Bore and forbore, and did not tire, Like Stephen, an unquenchèd fire. 17 “He heeded not reviling tones, Nor sold his heart to idle moans, Though cursed and scorned, and bruised with stones: "But looking upward, full of grace, He prayed, and from a happy place God's glory smote him on the face." |