Where doth encrease my care, much better were for me, As dumme as stone, all things forgot, still absent for to be. Alas the clear christall, the bright transplendant glasse, Doth not bewray the colours hid which vnderneath it hase; As doth thaccumbred sprite the thoughtfull throwes discouer, Of feares delite of fervent loue, that in our hartes we couer. Out by these eyes it sheweth that evermore de light; In plaint and teares to seek redress, and eke both day and night. Those kindes of pleasures most wherein men so reioyce, To me they do redouble still of stormy sighes the voyce, For, I am one of them, whom playnt doth well con tent, It fittes me well my absent wealth me semes for to lament; And with my teares tassy to charge mine eyes twaine, Like as my hart aboue the brink is fraughted full of payne: And for because thereto, that those faire eyes to treate Do me prouoke, I will returne, my plaint thus to repeat: For there is nothing els so toucheth me within, Where they rule all, and I alone nought but the case or skin; Wherefore I shall returne to them, as well, or spring From whom descends my mortal woe, aboue all other thing. So shall mine eyes in payne accompany my hart, That were the guides, that did it lead of loue to feel the smart. The crisped gold that doth surmount Appollos pride, The liuely streames of pleasant starres that vnder it doth glide. Wherein the beames of loue doe still increase theire heate, Which yet so farre touch me to near in cold to make me sweat : The wise and pleasant talke, soe rare or else alone, That gave to me the curteis gift, that earst had neuer none. Be farre from me alas, and euery other thing, I might forbeare with better will, then this that did me bring With pleasand woord and cheer, redress of lingred payne, And wonted oft in kindled will to vertue me to trayne. Thus am I forst to hear and harken after newes, My comfort scant, my large desire in doubtful trust renewes. And yet with more delight to mone my wofull case, I must complaine those hands, those armes, that firmly do embrace Me from my self, and rule the sterne of my poor life, The swete disdaynes, the pleasant wrathes, and eke the louely strife. That wonted well to tune in temper iust and mete, The rage, that oft did make me erre, by furour vndiscrete. All this is hid fro me with sharp and ragged hilles, At others will my long abode, my depe dyspayr fulfilles. And if my hope sometime ryse vp by some redresse, It stumbleth straight for feable faint my fear hath such excesse. Such is the sort of hope, the less for more desyre, And yet I trust, ere that I dye, to se that I require. The resting place of loue, where virtue dwells and growes, There I desire my wery life sometime may take repose. My song thou shalt attain to find that pleasant place, Where she doth liue by whom I liue: may chance to haue this grace, When she hath read, and seen the griefe wherein I serue, Between her breasts she shall thee put there shall she thee reserue. Then tell her, that I come, she shall me shortly see, And if for waighte the body fayle, the soul shall to her flee. THE LOUER BLAMETH HIS LOUE FOR RENTING OF THE SUFFISED not (Madame) that you did teare, The weping paper that to you I sent; Whereof ech letter was written with a tear? Could not my present paynes (alas) suffise Vse then my death: soe shall your cruelty, THE LOUER CURSETH THE TIME WHEN FIRST HE FELL IN LOUE. WHEN fyrst mine eyes did view and marke, And when my ears lystned to harke, Had then bene dum, no deal to go. I would eche hand a foot had bene, And when my hart did first relent, THE LOUER DETERMINETH TO SERUE FAITHFULLY, remoue, SINCE loue will needs that I shall loue, Though for good will I finde but hate, And though that still a wretched state To serue and suffer paciently. For since my hart is bound to serue, What soe befall, till that I sterue, To serue and suffer paciently. Yet though my griefe finde no redresse, Yet I professe it willingly To serue and suffer paciently. |