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abeunt studia in mores. Accordantly with phases in life, I can trace three forms or stages of study. master-works I first read were identified with b opinions, and seen through the colours of personal pass they were measured (it is a confession due to Truth a Folly) by my own standard, by an omnipresent imman of self and of Désirée. During earlier college life I almost without attempt at judgment; more to gain ception of new realms, than to conquer or submit t indwelling Spirits :-I was sustained in this course by rivalry, criticism, and co-operation of friends, dazzled m while by the glare of newly discovered suns, diverted from bewilderment by heartsome pleasures and b activity. But now, lastly, studying the master-works: and more from their own point of view, they moulded m justly enthroned in an opposite house of the heaven that which these stars held during boyhood, their influ carried me away from the littleness of self. And if the effect was the perturbation of every predetermined opi by the vast array of irreconcileable fact and reaso presented on all opinions, books brought again for general doubt a deeper and consoling ransom in ano lesson, the sense of a great compensation, an even jus pervading all the ages. Nor was study without pers recompense:-Poet and philosopher giving freshness of and new axioms of thought in return for fluctuation dogma, and leading me ultimately forth of themselves the world without, to compare Science with Reality. aspect of study, I may further add, implied the attainn in a certain degree of unconscious mental sympathy the writers' minds, that prepared me for reception of t conclusions. What, however, was it then, if experience firmed these darker lessons, if nature answered in aud

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XX Scholars, if any turn these pages, may have wondered why, amongst the great writers of the early world powerful over the soul's development, I placed the name Heracleitus. How should the scanty relics of the noble Ephesian, mysterious and sad like broken words on gravestones, requiring (the ancients said) a Delian diver' to fathom them, and enigmatical even to a mind subtle as Aristotle's, so profoundly affect, and after twenty-two centuries, an English youth-that at the touch of these dark sayings he found himself in an altered world? Was it that any compact results of philosophy, any science of life, any doctrines alluring to Sense or to Pride, lay within the charmed domain of the Ionian Muses'? The stern selfdenial of the philosopher's own career, the fragmentary condition of his work, the immaturity of thought and experience in that early day forbid such conclusions; but, explained as he was by a great Thinker, from Heracleitus I gained what to a youthful mind in importance far surpassed any results-the first conception of the character and limits of human knowledge, an idea of just method in thinking. Hitherto I had believed that certainty, if not completion, had been reached by human wit in all the larger spheres of science and study; that the lines were firm, if the details, from the infinity of Nature, might be

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XXII He who has never thought on these hig ments, has not exercised man's noblest function; w never sighed over them, fails in human sympathy.

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